Child of silent serene mornings. We're still waiting for that heavy door to open. Don't you know who took the key? Does anybody know?
They came the other day to tell your mommy she has to let you go. They said there is a way you have to walk alone. But she doesn't know gone without goodbye. She doesn't know how to make it through this night, without holding your hand. She doesn't understand how could she watch the sun rising again every day, but not having you there, even just for another second. And the days feel like years since you walked away through that dark and endless storm.
Every moment I wonder when will this journey be over. Because till now, our life without you, it's like a road. A road that has no end. A road that gives no hope.
Do you even remember our names, beautiful child? Do you ever listen to our midnight prayers, when we cry ourselves to sleep? When we think we can't take it anymore?
Do you ever miss us, like we do miss you every single second? Are you ever trying to find the strength to carry on as we're struggling to, every morning?
Will these wounds that kill us inside, ever heal? Will we ever forget that look in your eyes when you were begging us to help you? Will we ever forgive ourselves for not being able to do anything when you told us you want to live? Will your last words ever stop resounding in our heads? Will it ever be less painful to remember you? Will we ever learn to smile again?Will we...?
At least, child of silent serene mornings, will we ever get to see your home from the end of the world?
They came the other day to tell your mommy she has to let you go. They said there is a way you have to walk alone. But she doesn't know gone without goodbye. She doesn't know how to make it through this night, without holding your hand. She doesn't understand how could she watch the sun rising again every day, but not having you there, even just for another second. And the days feel like years since you walked away through that dark and endless storm.
Every moment I wonder when will this journey be over. Because till now, our life without you, it's like a road. A road that has no end. A road that gives no hope.
Do you even remember our names, beautiful child? Do you ever listen to our midnight prayers, when we cry ourselves to sleep? When we think we can't take it anymore?
Do you ever miss us, like we do miss you every single second? Are you ever trying to find the strength to carry on as we're struggling to, every morning?
Will these wounds that kill us inside, ever heal? Will we ever forget that look in your eyes when you were begging us to help you? Will we ever forgive ourselves for not being able to do anything when you told us you want to live? Will your last words ever stop resounding in our heads? Will it ever be less painful to remember you? Will we ever learn to smile again?Will we...?
At least, child of silent serene mornings, will we ever get to see your home from the end of the world?
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